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THERE IS THIS GIRL.SHE IS MAKING A PUZZLE AND THEN THERE WAS THIS PART SHE DID NOT KNOW HOW TO MAKE.SHE THOUGHT REALLY HARD FOR MANY DAYS BUT STILL DID NOT MANAGED TO SOLVE THE PUZZLE AND SO SHE CRIED.HER FRIEND SEEING HER LIKE THAT FELT SAD AND SO BEHIND THE GIRL'S BACK, SHE HELPED THE GIRL DO THAT PART OF THE PUZZLE.THE NEXT DAY THE GIRL REALISED THAT SOMEONE HAD HELPED HER WITH THE PUZZLE AND SHE WAS VERY ANGRY AND SAD.WHY WAS THE BLOODY GIRL SAD???COS IT'S HER PUZZLE AND SHE WANTED TO SOLVE IT ON HER BLOODY OWNSELF BUT HER FRIEND HAD HELPED HER TO DO IT.HER FRIEND HAD JUST WANTED TO HELP HER BUT IT WAS HER OWN PUZZLE AND SHE WANTED TO COMPLETE IT ON HER OWN.SHE DIDN'T ASK FOR ANYONE'S HELP.
THERE ARE 3 OPTIONS TO CONSIDER.
1)THROW AWAY THE WHOLE DAMN PUZZLE
2)CONTINUE MAKING THE PUZZLE EVENTHOUGH IN YOUR HEART YOU KNOW THAT YOUR FRIEND HAD DID A PART OF IT
3)GIVE UP AND LEAVE THE PUZZLE THERE FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO COMPLETE
I DUNNO WTH I WROTE UP DERE.ANIWAES IM JUS RELLI CONFUSED RIGHT NOW.ACTUALLI DIDNT WANNA GO BAND 2DAE DE LORR.I DUN WANNA C HER OR RATHER DEM COS I TINK SHE OSO NOE LE.IT'S NOT I ANGRY WIF DEM OR WAD.I JUS CANT FACE DEM.I FEEL GUILTY OF WAD I SAID.ACTUALLI IS NOT I SAY 1 BUT OK I DID SAID IT INDIRECTLY.N NOW DEY R MAKIN AN EXTRA EFFORT 2 MAKE ME FEEL BETA.I DUN WAN ANY SPECIAL TREATMENT.I WAN 2 B TREATED LYK NORMAL KAES.I WISH EVERYTIN COULD BE TAKEN BACK BUT WAD'S SAID IS SAID.FR NOW ONWARDS IM NOT GONNA SAY ANYTIN ANYMORE.
I WISH DA SEC4S DIDNT LEAVE COS BAND IS COLLAPSIN.
so long nv blog le.alott of things hpn laa but dun wanna blog bout it.aniwaes ytd had da carnival.morning s'pose 2 go n help boey tahan sell choc budden choc so long den arrive so me n caca go n help our claz da novelty stall.saw jonathan n he was wearin ban tee lorr den he ask me 2 buy bks n sumore he 'threaten' me if i dun buy he quit band n i was lyk quit lorr i dun care.actualli i wan 2 add i dun hav u such a junior le budden nv la.i v evil horr.haha den walk ard lorr.wen 2 our food stall n c wad we could help.alot of ppl dere le so got nutin 2 do.walk n walk n walk.den saw alot of ppl wearin band tee lyk wanna spite me liddat cos i dun hav band tee yet.abit bu fu laa budden dun care.den dunno y in da afternoon i suddenly wen up 2 claz without tellin anybody.actualli i jus wanna 2 get 2 higher ground away fr da crowd budden in da end i try da claz bac k door open so wen in lorr.sit down dere n fa dai.afterawhile decided 2 go down den saw caca n she was lookin all over 4 me.srry horr.haiz i dun even noe y i played missin.den wen 2 spray my hair gold, jasmine did mine.haha look damn cool man.den v siian lorr.nutin 2 doo.
after caca left 4 ndp wen 2 help da food stall with theo.den business v gd sia.stand dere until legs nua nua den sumore nid 2 cook da fishballs n stuff.den after dat me, jan n theo wen 2 da games stall dere.theo wen wif her seniors so we jus sat dere n play wif da pingpong balls wif adeline,anne n kim lorr.v lamee sia.den wen back 2 sell food.haha everytin all sold out sia cept 4 da jiu cheng gao.alot left lorr in da end dey gave it away free.haha den wen 2 count da coupons, wah sey count till i siao sia.counted n we collected $2549 + games stall de amt!!so happi sia.all our hard work paid off.den wen home wif ks n dew.
haiz now i c her v awkward sia cos she noe le.wonder hu told her lorr cos cant b she found out fr her own.haiz fan sia.everytin lyk b4 beta.if sum1 told her, dat person v kp lorr.i dun nid u 2 interfere wif my matters n now u make things worse.u tink u r helpin me but u r not kaes.haiz.
my head is burnin lyk shit rite now.stoopid lorr got fever liao.den 2dae nv go band cos mornin wake up i was practicalli croakin lyk a frog den my throat damn pain.wen 2 c doctor den jus now quite ok de lorr until now, took my temp n got fever.haiz so darn hot.nv go band den nv de t-shirt.stoopid sia.
aniwaes ytd after sch wen out wif caca,theo,dew n kaishi.wen 2 take neoz n da stoopid machine got error lorr, cant print da neoz.den we waited 4 so damn long den got v impatient so wen down n did da name thingy den later caca go n collect.den later dew n kaishi wen home n me n theo were jus loiterin ard findin a place 2 sit cos we all v tired budden everywhere oso no space.den wen 2 supermarket n bought dis vodka drink.onli got 5% of alcohol laa.den go kfc n drink den me n caca wanna go toilet dat tym we walk psat a grp of sec5 students den suddenly got dis gal asked us 4 our nametags lorr.den we nv wear mah budden still wad's her prob.so kp 4 wad.den in da end monica showed her da nametag lorr den we walked away.wah lau wan 2 c our nametags 4 wad lorr.stoopid.den after dat theo go n hav dinner wif her mum den me n caca were left searchin 4 our dinner.
after dat wen 2 sch n listen 2 da sec3 subject comb thingy lorr.wah lau da comb damn shit lorr.every comb hav physics n chem de.i dun lyk lorr.den dey nv offer bio except in comb a n d.wth lorr den i v confused dunno wad 2 choose lorr.my chem sux 2 da hell.i owaes do v badly 1.wad atoms laa.to hell wif it budden hav 2 take lorr.wanna go a budden im afraid i cant take da pressure n will go mad de.den b oso not bad budden got core geog n i seriously hate geog 2 da core.my geog sux lyk shit.n it's pure chem n physics.y everytin oso mus pure chem n physics de?den comb c got pure lit.dat im not takin at all.my lit is lyk jus passed n i hate writin long long stoopid ans.comb d in quite gd.got all i wan in dere budden it's comb d.how gd isit?comb e no nid say la.las claz leh.haiz damn confused whether 2 go comb a or b.comb i v scared of da core geog lorr den wif pure chem sumore.i sure die.den comb a v stressful 1.DIS WHOLE COMB THING SUX TO THE HELL.Y MUS HAV PURE CHEM??CHEM SUX DO U NOE??I OWAES FAIL DA ATOMS PART DE.IT JUS SO SUX MAN.im goin crazy le.it so darn sux.i dun wanna tink about it le.fuckin school.
ouchie dat's da word 2 describe wad im feelin now.had napfa 2dae lorr.managed 2 pass everytin..miracle lehh.haha.in case u r wonderin y i no more owaes dot dot dot le, cos theo say v hard 2 read.n i realised dat i write compo now owaes lyk 2 put dots budden cant so shall start usin fullstops.jus dunno y i m feelin 2 down dis few daes.lyk mei you xing qing 2 do anytin at all.haiz jus dun geddit y do sum ppl lyk 2 pretend n not jus b demselfs.owaes act cute de lorr.dumbo.stop actin laa.n it seems lyk im owaes bein used.as a replacement.im tired of bein treated liddat.owaes take me 4 granted.wen nobody wif u de cum n find me.it sucks u noe.i dun lyk 2 b a replacement.haiz if feels weird not typin dot dot dot.shall stop.dunno wad m i sayin aniwaes.caca is rite.humans r stoopid.
lalas ytd wen 2 gladys de concert wif wanxian n wanzhen at victoria hall..haha den on da way abit blur blur budden managed 2 get dere..sat quite front..haha den got dis girl hu plays de oboe look lyk jolene lorr..haha da way she play her oboe n den she owaes push her bac dez..sumore her sleeves r folded up..haha jolene clone sia..quite lyk pirates of da carribean..hehe den dey played 7th nite of july..v excited 2 hear dat song budden it's not relli nice lorr..da 1st trumpet zhao sia v loud..den da euph ok laa..haiya den da song v farni..awhile fast den awhile song..den it's lyk dey r v soft..lyk sum istrus missin liddat..quite disappointed laa..
so wen 4 intermission after dat den da senior band played..haha den got dis conductor ritez he play da oboe de..n he's so cutee..got babyface..haha den he look lyk sum 12 yr old boy playin da oboe..haha den he play da oboe dat tym got dimples dez..haha so ke aii..budden actualli he's 21..haha..den he look lyk wengsun lorr..da eyes look da same..haha oboe clones in da concert..haha n oso got dis tuba player play v farni..he puff his cheeks alot n den his whole body sway v hard lorr..yahh den later part dey played dis song call wad..rhapsody for euphoniums n concert band..den da euph player so damn PRO lorr..he solo lehh n da notes were lyk superr fast + high n he still can play so gd..piang i c his fingers move until 'yan hua'..wahh lau i wanna play lyk himm..eupho rawks..yeah~den me n wz tried 2 take a pic of mr babyface..cant c lorr..arghh..haha den tried 2 take a pic of ms meili lookalike budden v blurr..stoopid sia..
hehe den concert end le den me,wz n wx walk walk den i realised dat my wallet dropped lorr..haha so wen bac den after dat we wen home le..
2dae ah..nutin much laa..jus wanna say dat HE n SHE sux..u tink u v handsum n chio isit??i puii ah..if u r handsum n chio da world wil not exist anymoree..pls lorr take a look at urself in da mirror..opps 4get dat dey cant..cos mirror will crack..haha..@#$% u..
he didnt cum.he lied.i cant bliv it lorr.if u tink im tokin bout my bf u r wrong cos i dun hav 1, n i tokin bout my junior n i dunno if he's still my junior anymore..jonathan told me ytd he will cum de lorr..n i blived him..stoopidly..we call him 2dae n da excuse he gave was dat his mother was sick so hav 2 stay at home n take of her..his mother sick his prob isit..kinda pissed.well i guess i dun hav a junior anymore..dis kinda junior everytym pon band dez..haiz..n i dun lyk it.2dae da band rm so so cram cos of all da juniors..den it's lyk i c all da sect wif deir juniors i v sadd lorr..den it was worser wen debbie say dat syf i mayb alone lorr..I DUN WAN..i wan juniors!!!i still hav 1 more chance..nxt yr..if nxt yr no juniors dat's it..im alone 4 syf n dat relli sux.i hav 2 wait anoder yr 4 a junior lorr..so u noe how suckish is dat?im oreadi v lonely..onli sec2..n now no junior..wth..i noe laa ppl say i v gd..nobody 2 compete wif 4 da sect leader place..budden wad's da use of bein a sl if u hav no juniors..haiz dun wanna tok bout it le..
2dae band so suck.2 hrs of warm-ups..i play until my lips numb sia den dat ah tan nv notice da euphs at all de n den he dunno wad wrong lorr, kip askin us 2 play louder..we r all here le lehh..we r blastin..almos crackin..u stil say not loud..so sucks..4 person plus phyllis was here..n u still say louder..liddat i dunno wad's gonna hpn wen she leaves..he probably scream i cant hear da euphs at all..idiot.den after band dey introduce da present main com n da future main com..den cos phyllis, debbie n wenqi de name all got mentioned..phyllis said 'yang jia jiang' or sumtin.actualli dunno wad she mean at 1st de den later yongshan explain 2 me..in da olden daes got dis family, surname yang..den hav alot of daughters 1 n dey were all v great generals n rank v big dez..den our sect oso sumtin liddat..EXCEPT 4 ME..im nutin..rankless..postless n useless..
yahh den wen 2 np 2 eat wif wz,ys,hy n wx..yahh den we wen 2 da toilet n secretly played ys de flute..haha i can play la budden onli v high notes..cant go low..haha weird 1..
ok b4 i end..wanna make an annoucement..
anybody got any unwanted or used juniors 2 donate..im willing 2 accept as long as dey r in gd condition.pls tell me..
im beginnin 2 slack alot le.hw all 1 pile n i dun feel lyk doin.all i wanna do is slp.nowadaes i zombie-trot 2 sch lorr..even in da train i wanna slp until i go n close my eyes lorr..im turnin into in PIG..aniwaes da jack neo n his crew came 2 our sch n film i not stupid lorr..haha den we were s'pose 2 sit in da hall n watch dat shawn bein 'caned'.wah dat shawn ah chg alot lorr..not kiddie at all le..now quite shuaii den so tall sumore.haha den infront of us got these xtra actors..u noe those walk here walk dere 1..den da girls ah v act ah lian lorr..den dey say wen shawn is bein caned rite we cant laff..but i did aniwaes..seriously i dunno wad was so farni..haha den i kept kipin my head down..budden it's v obvious i laffin cos my whole body was lyk shakin.haha den dey did so mani takes..we sit dere until so sian lorr..2 hrs of filmin 4 a small part of da film.
den later had band.jonathan nv cum cos he told me dat he got personal reasons den he said wad he goin 2 concert.n i was lyk wth..he dis kinda person will go concert de meh..den it turns out he relli go concert..gladys told me dat he wen 2 watch opss de band hav concert at victoria concert hall..n dat his sis was in da band..play trombone de..sec3 or 4..feel so badd..mistaken him..den it's lyk i dun even noe my own junior lorr nid ppl 2 tell me bout him.den at 1st debbie n me tot he's quittin le..den she was sayin lyk we hav 2 look 4 a new junior le..i tink i still hav abit of hope in my junior bahh.den debbie left later part so me alone..v siian den practicalli played all songs fr free world 2 7th nite..haha i kee siiao le..den later in band rm jasmine test da juniors 2gether den later sect by sect..den me no hav junior lorr.n she kinda diao at me lorr..haiya den it's lyk mos of da juniors noe how 2 play a scale n hold 4 counts le..abit worried bout jonathan.yahh..haiya hope he cums 2mrw..
alot of ppl crazy over shawn lorr..jan,theo n debbie, she practicall hug my leg n said he so shuaii..kee siao 1 lorr..ok laa i noe he v nice de.help carry chairs..smile at ppl..den autograph 4 jan sumore.haiz budden he's jus human..y so craziee over him..i prefer edison =)))
i dunno wad's wrong wif me nowadaes..awhile v happi laff n laff den da nxt moment lyk v sad liddat..haiz..im mad le..wadeva..i jus dunno wad im upset bout..hmm mayb caca noes..so fan sia..yahh had band 2dae..nutin much laa..played sprited away de score..borrowed fr phyllis de..da 1 dey gave us no melody at all dez..den i kip practisin incantation n dance bar 166 dat part..da onli part im quite ok wif..den i was jus blastin n blastin n blastin lorr..practicalli cracked every note..dunno y i was jus so pissed n so i decided 2 vent it out on da notes..yahh kinda lyk dat part cos i lyk 2 crack da notes..haha..haiz den ah tan say dis sat ask da juniors 2 cum..haha den da band so big..sure no space 2 sit dez..den he asked bout da juniors..den we say ours nv cum..n he was lyk wanna kick out jonathan fr band le..haiya..worried lorr..i dun wan my onli junior 2 go..den i da youngest again..haiz y mus liddat de..y cant i jus hav a proper junior dat cums 4 band..haiz..u noe it's kinda sad wen ur junior dun cum band n it's lyk i dunno laa..sad la..i jus feel dat sumhow he's gonna quit n i will hav no junior..den hav 2 wait anoder yr 4 a junior 2 cum along..it's sad lorr..c ppl wif deir juniors..happi happi de..den me juniorless..haiz..n den it seems lyk every1 hu hang wif me wanna quit band..yahh y liddat de..m i sum curse..haiya..den sumhow i oso feel dat i shldnt b in euph at all..cos i hav no talent in playin it..haiz dun wan write le..lyk hu ever read my long posts?
DIS TOTALLI SUX..i cant b'liv it lorr..stoopid dez..y mus 7th nite of july exceed 8 mins..if not atleast we got a chance at playin it 4 syf..ah tan say nxt tym syf da piece cant exceed 8 mins lorr..dunno hu's idea isit lorr..7th nite of july jus exceed by 20+ sec onli lorr..20 seconds liddat onli lehh..arghh looks lyk we r stuck wif incantation n dance..stoopid..wonder if dey can fastforward da song..dun tink so bahh..da song oreadi v fast le..make it faster den we play until da hand lan diao ahh..idiott..
aniwaes 2dae wen 2 true way presbyterian church 2 sell funfare tickets..yahh tot wun b able 2 sell anytin dez..budden surprise lorr..haha me,caca,jan n lingli got a place at da front gate dere..den we all so lucky..all hav 1 person buy 1 whole booklet fr us..haha caca n jan finish 1st..den me n lingli were standin in da sun lorr..so hot den in da end we decided 2 buy da las ticket ourself..haha den can go home lez..haiz lucky sia..
haizz..2dae i v sad lehh..dunno y lorr..aniwaes had band den ah tan asked us 2 play cc n s'pore rhap..haha i was lyk kinda happi laa..yahh reminiscin da daes b4 syf..den abit hai-pa cos i scared i 4got how 2 play da songs le..turns out still can rmb laa..yahh den blah blah..incantation n dance..stoopid song lorr..i c da score oreadi v pissed 2 such an extent i almos cried lorr..dis songwriter ah..dunno how he write de song de...euphs cant b heard AT ALL lorr..wtf laa..u might as well take off da euphs..i bet no1 will notice de..den ah tan say got 2 new score..howl's mvoin castle..anoder version de la..n spirted away..i wan spirited away lorr..stoopid dez go n choose howl's movin castle..spirited away got lots of melody play by euphs de lorr..haha..den cums da votin le..yahh den dunno y i suddenly started tremblin lorr..lyk da band rm suddenly so cold lorr..den i guess i was oso kinda nervous laa..dunno 4 wad reason..aniwaes..i dun even hav a single vote..so pathetic sia..mos ppl hav atleast 1 vote dez..haiz wad 2 do..blahh den da instead of 15..10 ppl selected..blahh debbie n wenqi in da main comm..haha so sad ritex..da whole euph sect got atleast sum post..onli me..
kinda sad dat da sec4s leavin le..it's lyk dey so fast jiu yao zhou le..haiz..den it will b da sec3s turn le..haiz..den kinda scared lorr..syf 2007 dat tym it's jus me n my juniors le..scary sia..haizz will da band survive??i dunno lehh..it seems lyk now everytin v perfect le lorr den sec4s hav 2 leave..haiz..y liddat 1??
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